Derailed

I don't know where the past few days have gone. I worked out this morning. I hadn't worked out in a while. Been waking up sick the past few days feeling bloated and it scares me to think that I am pregnant. But Bobby is right. I get so paranoid sometimes and yes, I'm still torn between wanting and not wanting kids right now. But realistically, this is not the time to want them. With all that has been going on and me trying to help myself, I need to kick that idea far away from me.

I'm still feeling pretty strong about my goals. Rather, they are still pretty clear in my mind. Which only makes me happy to know that I haven't given up just yet. Today I plan on working on some projects and cleaning up my computer. I need to try and avoid using the internet so much. I feel hours lost at stupid irrelevant things. If I am after peace and a sense of accomplishment, I should try to focus on my diet and exercise, finishing my work and looking for jobs.

ACCOMPLISH THAT!

I will not be concerned at other men's not knowing me;I will be concerned at my own want of ability.
-Confucius

Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart.
-Confucius