Lorie Left Town To Find Herself

The way it happened seems fuzzy. Too much to sum up so quickly so I may have to spread some details here and there when I remember them. The obvious thing to state is that I've decided to put things on hold and move out of town. Yeah, I'm still here in Houston. Still love my boyfriend. Put my two weeks at my job and anxiously await for my last day at work. I build up so much here and I see how it can be difficult for me to up and leave everything behind for a while. Originally, an argument that me and Bobby had, led to me want to leave permanently. After a few days, I couldn't find myself strong enough to leave the love of my life forever. I love him too much. I love him so much and I'd love to put him in my pocket and take him with me wherever I went. I just don't find happiness here the way I would out there in some quiet town. I'm too much a fan of space and nature to not notice the small things. Like the hours I spent outside waiting to see the Perseid meteor shower which I couldn't see due to light pollution. The night sky calls to me. I can stand on my driveway and peer out at the few loneliest stars in the sky and feel amazing. I wonder what else is out there and I wonder not only about the sky but what is out there for a small, lucky, little person like me. I've got so much ambition in me, it rubs off onto others. Except Bobby. The lack of ambition is tiring sometimes. Doesn't mean he is a bad guy. Just makes me feel alone sometimes. I think taking time off might help us gain some breathing space. I get to see my family and study the stars and take in my surroundings daily. Might even try to get some local road trips with friends. It makes me sad knowing I'm leaving him behind. I'd love to show him what I see and how I visualize things but in this world, we do have ONE life and it's a damn shame to throw it away being stuck in a house. Just dreaming about the outside world. I have no children, I'm not married. I can walk, talk, work, cook. I think I'm the luckiest person. I appreciate life. I appreciate music, family, art, nature, space, animals, adventures. I'm hoping I get to see good things.

She Fell In Love With The Stars

That was I would title my new blog, but I decided against it. It's like turning my back on all the good things I've put into this blog. So, I've begun a new chapter. We'll just leave it at that. Though, if this chapter needed a title, it would be called "She Fell In Love With The Stars". It does seem too big though, doesn't it? So, we can also call it "Lorie Left Town To Find Herself."